its mother's day on sunday & as usual I am missing you & desperate for you to be happy.  I will miss having your card up on sunday, and seeing your bright loving smile as i wake up.

love you and miss you so very very much.

all my love  mummy xxxx

HAPPY NEW YEAR DARLING AARON,

ANOTHER YEAR PASSES AND YOU ARE LOVED & MISSED MORE & MORE EVERY DAY.

LOVE ALWAYS XXX

hope father christmas brought you all you wanted darling.  did you have fun with your angel friends?  we visited your special garden yesterday.  as always you were in our thoughts.

sweet dreams tonight darling little man.

love you forever xxx

Hi Aaron

i'm going to see Maddie's little sisters tomorrow and i am very excited. we will have lots of fun playing.  hop eyou are having fun playing with Maddie.

will you be trick or treating? mummy says we have to wear out hats & gloves to stay warm.  i am going to Jazz & bella's for a party.  that will be lots of fun & scary games.

lots of love hugs & kisses xxx

There's an elephant in the room.
It is large and squatting,
so it is hard to get around it.
Yet we squeeze by with "How are you?"
and "I'm fine" ...
And a thousand other forms of trivial chatter.
We talk about the weather.
We talk about work.
We talk about everything else -
except the elephant in the room.

There's an elephant in the room.
We all know it is there.
We are thinking about the elephant as we talk together.
It is constantly on our minds.
For, you see, it is a very big elephant.
It has hurt us all.
But we do not talk about the elephant in the room.
Oh, please say his name.
Oh, please say "Aaron" again.

Oh, please, let's talk about the elephant in the room.
For if we talk about his death,
Perhaps we can talk about his life.
Can I say "Aaron" to you and not have you look away?
For if I cannot, then you are leaving me
Alone ...
In a room ...
With an elephant.

love you sweet heart xxxx